There’s a signpost up ahead

So it’s day 3 back on the meds and all the side effects are creeping me out; racing heart, panic attacks, sweats, the whole shebang. Ugh. Not immediately suicidal though. Which is nice. Took a long walk yesterday –one of my patented Death March to Bataan excursions- but didn’t have the energy this morning.
I spoke [...]

Mother’s Day Makes Me Cry

Mother’s Day is Sunday.
Last year I sent my daughter to live with her father at this time. This year I’m even more alone.
There’s something fucked up about being utterly alone every day and night, especially if you’d previously spent 20 years of your life married and 13 of those with your child in the house [...]

Working on a way to say good-bye

 ~~September 6 2007~~
Summer is over.
The last two nights have been cool enough to sleep under all the covers on my bed. My morning ciggie is enjoyed outside in slippers and robe or sweatshirt, as opposed to the usual pair of shorts, cami and flip-flops.
Damn that was a quick change-over.
Will we still get Hades Level [...]