Category Archives: Reno

There’s a signpost up ahead

So it’s day 3 back on the meds and all the side effects are creeping me out; racing heart, panic attacks, sweats, the whole shebang. Ugh. Not immediately suicidal though. Which is nice. Took a long walk yesterday –one of … Continue reading

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we’re number two

It seems impossible to turn things around and I’m am incapable of seeing even fleeting future happiness. I find myself drawn to destructive behaviors and fantasies. These momentarily keep the demons away but are never enough. They’re all short term … Continue reading

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All the Way to Reno

So I’m back from a few days in Santa Cruz. I did a lot of walking along the beach, checking out the coffee houses, and reading. The weather was sunny and at that ‘almost-Fall’ point one feels next to the … Continue reading

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